Abby! Look at my mood! It's your (20-year-old) sexy beast: Sherlock Holmes!

SHE'S AT IT AGAIN! My *cough* stalker.. *cough* ex-friend is at it again! She left me yet another voice mail! When will she leave me alone? I'd really like for her to just stop all contact with me. She quit JCC today, and I think it was because she thinks that I will feel bad. Well I don't. I'm celebrating.

Stress has finally caught up with me. I broke down and couldn't concentrate at all on Wednesday. I literally cried. I just can't take it. Flex makes it impossible to catch any amount of sleep on the bus, and since I usually get about 5 hours maximum sleep, I sleep after Driver's Education. But I usually wake up so late into the evening that I have to stay up late just to finish my homework. I don't think I can handle everything, with flex, and honor's and college courses and the musical and the homework, it all just meshes together and I just can't handle it. I want to take that stress management class, but I'd miss part of Honor's English and/or Theatre Arts. It's like some days there's just so much to do and not enough daylight to do it in.

On top of all that, I've hit some sort of depression. I miss my sister, my brother-in-law, but mostly my niece. My niece is what keeps me inspired to keep going, in school and in life and now she lives half-way across the country. I miss her so much and I just wish I could stop life and go visit her.

On a better note, my voice is starting to even out (chorus) and it's just in time. We got our song list for chorus this semester and we're doing Finale B (No Day But Today) from RENT and I really, really, really, really, really want the solo at the beginning. I've been practicing (even though the show isn't until May!) every night just so I'll be ready if she springs the try-outs on us. My only real competition is William, who is a tenor, but she might choose me because of my Soprano-Bass range, which offers her variety. Robert might try out for the solo, but I think she's going to let someone other than CSS do it. Norris and Clint already said that they don't want the solo. Tyja and Michael don't sing loud enough for a solo, even with a mic. and Tyler wouldn't ever do anything solo-wise, because he hates our teacher now.

Our New Chorus List:
-"Finale B" from RENT {God I want that solo}
-"You are the Music in Me" from HSM 2 {Kill me now!}
-"Walking on Sunshine" {Yet another reason for me to shoot myself}
-"Solfege Blues" {a blues song, I like it.}
-"Dancin' in the Aisles" {I love this song!}
-"Love Train" {No Comment. -.-}
-"FAME" {From the movie, Fame, I love the song.}